All pass so fast....

Sport carnival have been past n its 2 days past...i play like shit...y m i so useless????always like tat?????i hate my self very much.......................all thing become nt smooth n in problem.......The thing make me no mood at all.n all my thing become unwell managed n make my thinking nt normal.....i really very sad but cant gt d answer.......i can guess d answer but cant gt a appropiate answer....i nt dare 2 ask n d prob cant be solve.....KOK JIT LEONG u r so uselessss.............................T.T.......can i should loudly???????